Supposed to be studying for IO chem paper tomorrow (later) but im like brain dead already . Lol . This whole week is MST week . Jiayou everyone !!! Hope everyone gets good results , praying for myself as well . Haha . Think i will flunk engineering maths and microbiology for sure . I cant believe i actually knew how to draw the bacteria murein for microbiology paper but i left the damn question BLANK . It didnt registered in my mind during the paper that what i've just memorised of the diagram was the bacteria murein . After zara told me it was actually the G and M thing , i practically almost wanted to bang a wall . Ugh . I should have just drew something . Six marks fly like that . Hais . Too little time was given for engineering maths paper and i think too much time was given for microbiology paper cause i finished the paper in like twenty minutes? when the given time was an hour . Haha . I'd better do well in IO chem tomorrow . The one and only paper i am confident(kinda) of passing .

Alot of things have been running through my mind . Im always thinking alot i guess . Im trying so hard to keep everything working that it leaves me so exhausted sometimes . I think im putting in too much effort , unneccesary effort that is . I shall let things move one step at a time from now on .

Oh yea , J is ill again . Hope he gets well real real real soon . Kan dao ni zhe yang , wo hao xin teng ya . He started attending his parttime course in NAFA yesterday . When school starts for him next week , it will be harded for us to meet . Everyone's getting busier and busier . Let's jiayou ba baby . Get well soon .

I am so exahusted . I hope i can rest soon . Everything is pilling up so fast . Let time stop please ..
I miss baby so much . Im so afraid i will become more and more demanding .