Had a wonderful time today ! After street jazz , headed straight down to vivo beishanchuan spicy steamboat restaurant . Shuqi , jenny and ellisa were already there waiting for me . We promised ellisa to have a steamboat dinner today with her during her birthday on tuesday . And yea , we went to fulfill our promise . Lol . Had a tremendous time with the girls . Laughed till i almost rolled on the floor . And this was the first time i ate steamboat with such a large appetite . Well , im definitely not a big fan of steamboat and usually , i dont eat much during these type of buffets but today was an exception cause all of us , including me , ate till we were too full to move a muscle ! Phew ! But it was quite delicious and all . If brenda was there with us , it would be even greater ! But she had to leave early as usual . Definitely hope i could meet up with the girls soon ! And im praying hard that ellisa would reply faster in future ! Haha .

Had a row with you last night . Or should i say another row again . You certainly broke my heart when you expressed how annoyed you were when you knew i was in tears . Maybe you're not the guy for me . Maybe i was wrong when i thought this time , it would be right . I know what kind of guy i want . But why does all signs show me that you aren't my kind of guy ? I can tell you what i want -- a guy who will feel heartbroken when he sees me cry , a guy who will come and get me when he knows im hurt . You asked what i wanted . And now im willing to tell . But i doubt you will regard this . Cause you're not the type who cares . Prove me wrong please . Prove that i can lean on you . Prove me otherwise will you ?