2010 is here ! Not a good thing for me definitely ! Cause im already feeling old ! Gonna turn eighteen so so soon ! NOOOOOO .. Nyway celebrated new year's eve / new year with a barbeque at bukit purmei with kaijie and clique . Quite fun actually but at some point i was so tired as i woke up early for work on the eve . Initially was upset cause i was supposed to meet my girls but they didn't have the mood to go out and thus the outing cancelled ! But i had a sleepover at shuqi's house on new year so they're forgiven ! At least for shuqi's sake . Haha . Miss my girls so much ! Nyway made some resolutions for the new year and hopefully i could follow them !

One . Score good grades .
Two . Repay my debts !
Three . Save money !
Four . Be more understanding .
Five . Find someone who can pamper me ALOT .

Saw Hy the other day and dont know what was it that i felt . It just feels so strange seeing him . Wont deny that he's definitely more good-looking but he's still making tons of excuses as usual . Btw , i know you don't want me . But i just can't let go for now . Give me time , i promise i'll let it go , but slowly of course . I know it sucks for you now . But i really appreciate that you'll be patient . Im sorry but i can assure you that im trying to let go right now little by little , just like this instance .