Has anyone ever came to a phase whereby you have no clue of whats your next move. And at every single moment, you don't know what you're thinking, or feeling; cause your feelings are just so jumbled up. It's like you wished something could be done, and you want to do something. Yet, you have no idea what to do, or where to start. And when you finally decided to make the first move, you're afraid of making the wrong move again. Then, you'll think twice, and you're back to square one. It's a shitty feeling, when you don't know what you're feeling. Or when there are too many feelings altogether inside you. Does this happen to most of the people? Or is it just me?
There's this issue that's been on my mind recently. Yet I can't do no nothing about it. I wished I had the initiative, but I'm afraid at the same time. Afraid that I'll get hurt again perhaps, if I made the wrong choice. I wish someone could tell me what to do, what to feel, what to stop doing, and how to protect myself. I'm getting more and more timid as life keeps giving me obstacles. This sucks. Ain't I supposed to grow stronger?
P.S. I wished you could read my mind. How cool would that be.
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