December Baby

Its December Baby.

Got sick come December 1st.

Means i got sick the week before MST.

What a nice timing, not.

High fever and was pretty sure i lied in bed 90% of the time.

Gotta thank D for taking care of me.

Even though he kinda annoyed me at the start but yea he's learning.

He'll get better taking care of me.

(Y) Laughs.

MST's are over!

Guess Barry kinda motivated me to study this time round.

Otherwise i'll end up mugging till the very last minute.

I would say im proud of myself.

And i know i'll definitely need not worry about my results.

At least for 2 of my papers.

Holidays are here.

Started off badly. Hope it ends great though.

Have been in and out of my moods since yesterday.

Bad bad bad bad bad. Sigh.

Dislike it when im feeling/behaving like this.

Screw my moods man. Serious max.

Was kinda disappointed with some stuff.

Shant continue further on it.

Aint gonna dwell on it. I'll be fine anyways.

Christmas is approaching.

Cant wait for it.

Christmas really is an amazing holiday.

Spending christmas with my girls LY & Reb (counting down from eve that is).

Initially thought i'll be counting down christmas with D.

Guess not.

Saw his friend's text. It was by accident though.

Didnt want him to reject his friends.

So i changed our plans instead.

Think he'll have more fun with his friends instead yea.

Pretended that i didnt know anything of course.

Dont wanna make him feel bad.

But cant say im feeling good too.

Laughs. The ironic stuff that i always do.

P.S. Im sorry that i put pressure on you. 

Was just too used to having J telling me things all the time. 

We'll compromise and learn together yea. ((:

I just wanna be happy. Why is it so difficult?