Friday 12th June :
Finally after what seems like decades , i've met up with my darlings ! Lol . Went to marina square with shuqi , ying square , rosh and ruo nan today . It was so great ! It's been ages since i saw them and it feels so wonderful to get together again . Went to watch the hannah montana / miley cyrus movie . I'll rate it a 2.5 over 5 . The main guy was charming (Lucky Miley) ! But the movie was so dramatic and predictable . One suitable word would be cliche but movies are always like that . The songs are still the best parts . Haha . After the movie , they accompanied me to shop for my bikini . I urged them to help me ask the staff whether could i try the bikini since i was shy . Ruonan went to approached some guys and asked " Can my friend try on the bikinis ? " Turned out the guys werent staffs of the shop and they were in awe when ruonan asked them . I dont know how to put this but their expressions were extremely hilarious ! LOL . Nyway , i bought one finally and managed to fulfill my new year's resolution for this year . Woohoo ! Aha . Went to vivo after everything to wait for J to knock off and to just see him for a while . Miss him so badly .

Here are the photos we took today ..

[ Trust (n): 1.Firm reliance on the integrity, ability, or character of a person or ting; confident beliet; faith. Trusted, trusting, trusts (v): 1.To rely; depend. 2.To expect with assurance; assume. 3.To believe. 4.To have confidence in; feel sure of. ]
Trust . The word keeps appearing in my mind , driving me nuts for the past few days . Has anyone ever fully trust someone ? Can someone really trust ? I just feel that this word bears so much responsibiliy on it . To see someone trying to hide something from me when it wasnt even something major just annoys me . I wasnt even interested . Was there even a basic trust ? ):

Everything is being replayed once again . I fear history would repeat itself . I dont know whether i would be able to handle it this time . What once made you cry will someday make you smile . But will what once made me smile , make me cry one day ?

Why is it that suddenly, i feel like im lost ? I thought i had already pieced together the puzzle , then all of a sudden , the picture shattered just like that . My heart sank . A pretty picture was hung before me , then as time passes , slowly the top colours ran then another picture showed , a question mark .