IM SICK AGAIN ! Argh ! Went to the doctor today and i have five different medicines that i need to eat . Hais . But dont worry , i dont have the swine flu . Haha . Alot of things happened in the past few days . Just realised that recently , arguments and disappointments keep occurng between J and me . I dont want anything to change . Yet , cant help but feel that something has changed . But just havent found out what is it yet . It could just be that im thinking too much anyway . Hopefully everything will get better for us . Let me stay strong . Let's create more laughter instead of tears yea ?

It's been a while since i last talked or saw qin . He have to wear a rolex on his ankle for three months . Haha . I dont know how he always know what am i thinking . He was right that im just trying to occupy myself so that i wont ponder about unhappy things . Lol . I will take care yea ? And he's a great friend , like a brother to me .

My grandaunt passed away at around four to five am in the morning today . Mom told me of the news as soon as i woke up . At least now she dont have to suffer anymore . It was heartbreaking for her family to see her in so much pain in the hospital . Rest in peace grandaunt .