I've been staying home for almost two days ! Yesterday and today . The trip to the clinic was not counted . Lol . I think im going insane . Have been thinking , im kinda regretting taking up the current course . I have other better choices actually . Haha . Nyway i wasnt that satisfied with my olevel results . I know i could've done better . But it's too late to regret already right ? I remember breaking down when i first saw my o results . And he was shocked to see me crying . Some dumbo even have the cheek to think i was crying cause i was too happy . Haha . Hated crying . Whenever i cry , its feel that im not in control of myself . If i cant even control myself , who can ? Lol . Nyway , i havent even started on my report ! Damn . I am like so so dead . Dont even know where to start from . Ugh . I'll start tonight . Hopefully .