Monday, December 28, 2009
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Woohoo ! Christmas is here ! On the eve , went out with Nuu , Jose and Brenduh and it was very nice ! Took a look of peektures as usual . But both bren and me were like crippled cause she had so much blisters due to her very "comfortable" pair of flats and the soles of my feet were so sore due to the very high stilettos i had to wear . Ugh ! Luckily i was clever enought to bring along slippers ! Nuu and babes said my make-up was nice and no longer ' ahlian-ish ' so i dont know whether should i be happy that its nice or be sad cause it used to be ' ahlian-ish '. Grr . Nyway met up Zo to take my gifts which i left at her house that day and she too said i look pretty . Yeah ! My day is made ! Went to walk around in town and it wasn't as crowded as i expected but still it's bursting with humans .
Headed to astons for dinner and the lady told her there wasnt chicken and baked potatoes left so we ordered others . Then dont know why it seems that the queue were stuck when it came to us . So we waited for quite a long time indeed ! At long last we were seated inside and the soup came but after a long time our food still didnt come . The people beside , behind and digonally beside us were all seated after us and they got their food and were finishing already ! Wanted to complain but the servers seemed to not respond to me ! Grrr ! And finally after like ten minutes we 'complained' and the food was served . Afterwards went outside of cathay to take many many pictures !
Then i went to find J and friends at tiong . Caught ' Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 ' with them and it was good . Mini-party at J's house after the movie and that ends the day . The last person excluding me went home near four . Overall it was a pleasant christmas eve ! Haha !
Hope you like the face towel ! Wait , no hoping . You'd better like the gift ! Or you're dead ! LOL . Hope you will think of me whenever you wash your face ohh ! Love you lots J ! You're the best gift i had for christmas ! ;D
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Oh yea , went clubbing for the first time on sunday with Weixi , Qishan , Shihui and their friends . It's an underage party but still i enjoyed it . Had abit of complications in the middle but it was solved . And i think i lost my voice because of all the shouting i did . Tsk tsk .
Another cip event yesterday at geylang polyclinic . Kinda boring and personally i thought it was kinda disappointing cause we were supposed to present a programme for the old folks but due to not enough practice and preparation , it wasn't that good . And i can tell that the elderly were all bored out ! Luckily it's over .
Head over to Zo's house today to prepare christmas treats and also to shop for gifts with her . Spend the whole afternoon and night doing the treats and our first batch was a failure cause it was so burnt ! But it was really nice ! Luckily the second batch onwards was a success cause we learned from our mistakes ! Haha . It's supposed to be name ' stained-glass cookie ' but cause we modified it so it's now called ' stained-cookie cookie ' ! The name so adorable right ! Nyway i baked it for J as xmas gift so he'd better say it taste good !
Friday, December 18, 2009
Oh yea . Im upset cause you FREAKING didnt text me nor read my text properly ! Was waiting so desperately ( oh yes i used the word desperately ! ) for your text since i clearly stated that i could receive messages even though i was overseas babe ! Ugh . So im not going to say i miss you so dearly ! Even thinking twice about giving you your donald ! Hmpf ! Im petty so live with it ! ;D
Nyway went to YMCA Adults Day Care Centre today for ONOW's cip . Initially, it was kinda boring since we didnt exactly plan what to do so we just decorate the place with x'mas deco-s and later on everyone gathered in a circle and everyone sang songs together . It was so nice and i really felt the christmas spirit between us . Headed over to J's house afterwards since it was so near and he's still as gay as ever . And now im back home and blogging after so many centuries . Well , it has been busy for weeks since i had MSTs before the hols so i've gotta put aside blogging and study . So imma good girl yea . Haha !
Im sure i've put on weight ! Cause my face's looks rounded ! Oh no ! No more photos ! I need a makeover ! Any sponsors ?
Monday, November 23, 2009
Had a row with you last night . Or should i say another row again . You certainly broke my heart when you expressed how annoyed you were when you knew i was in tears . Maybe you're not the guy for me . Maybe i was wrong when i thought this time , it would be right . I know what kind of guy i want . But why does all signs show me that you aren't my kind of guy ? I can tell you what i want -- a guy who will feel heartbroken when he sees me cry , a guy who will come and get me when he knows im hurt . You asked what i wanted . And now im willing to tell . But i doubt you will regard this . Cause you're not the type who cares . Prove me wrong please . Prove that i can lean on you . Prove me otherwise will you ?
I want a boy who will tell his mom I have beautiful eyes, who will bring me orange juice when I'm sick, who writes songs about me because he doesn't know any other way to tell me how he feels. I want a boy who is more goofy than romantic, but knows the right things to say at the right times. I want a boy who will call me thrice a day if he went away. A boy who will apologize for calling too much, and no matter how many times I tell him its okay, he'd still do it. A boy who will let me gossip to him and just smile and agree with everything I say. A boy who will throw stuffed animals at me when I acted dumb and then jump on me and kiss me a million times.
I want a boy who will write me notes in class, and give me flowers every once in a while for no real reason at all. Who will bet on kisses on who could beat who at games. Who makes fun of me just to make me laugh. A boy who will surprise me with 25 cent ring. Who will take me to the park, put his hands around my waist and give me big bear hugs all the time. A boy who will kiss my neck, just to have a reason to tell me how much he loves my new perfume. I want a boy who, at night, who will dance in his pajamas with me. A boy who will take pictures in photo booths with me, someone who will never turn down a trip to the lake and who will play tag on the beach with me. Who will tell all his friends about me and smile when he does it. A boy who could sit with me on the kitchen floor and eat sandwiches. Who will make out with me in the pouring rain and will tell me when he doesn't think something looks good.
I want a boy who would try to teach me how to play the guitar, even if we just end up laughing at each other. I want a boy who will run his fingers through my hair, share his lollipops with me, and get along with all of my friends. Someone who would never be afraid to say I love you in front of his friends and someone who would argue with me about silly things just to make up. Someone who will kiss me at midnight on New Years and who will make funny faces at me when I'm on the phone. I want a boy who will count stars with me and be friends with my family. I want a boy who will stay home with me on a Friday night just to help me make dinner and watch movies together under the same blanket. Someone who will squirt water guns at me in the house after I've got him soaked.
I want a boy who looks me the eye and tell me something serious, that was also funny and make me promise not to laugh. A boy who could make me laugh like no one else can. I want a boy who will hold me closer than normal when I'm sick, and would play with my hair. A boy who would catch my tears and hug me tight when i cry. But mostly I want a boy who is my best friend and will always be there for me."
Monday, November 16, 2009
Haven't cried so much since don't know when already . Still im glad you came back for me even though you're pissed . You always know where to find me . I really love you ! But you're still sooooo gay ! Please ask your bro to train your body ! Haha . Hug me tight always thank you !
HI WEEEE ! Remember to invite me ! I will be honoured for sure ! Haha ! Hope you find a gf soon ! Cheers ! Got my blessings sure will find soon one !
Friday, November 13, 2009
It was pouring so heavily and i was freezing when im having lunch ! I was wearing t-shirt and shorts of all days . No jacket either . Ugh . The mee sian i was having didn't even taste good . After school , it was pouring even heavier , like a tsunami . The best part was i forgotten my ezlink and money and there was only limited coins . Had to buy standard ticket for my trip home and i couldn't even walk home so i have to board a bus where i only board for one stop and still , i have to walk home . Almost tripped several times and curse the wet weather . Slept almost immediately after reaching home and woke up at seven . Wanted to go out since it's a friday and im supposed to be enjoying myself OUTDOORS . But no one was free, thus im stuck at home and blogging about the damn day now . Haven't eaten anything the whole day except the mee siam so im starving now ! Shall go cook maggi mee after this . So sad !
Oh yea , jooboon's birthday was yesterday . So i hearby wish him a HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY ! You aint nineteen anymore so don't act young ! Lol .
Suddenly thought of the word missus . Someone used to call me that . I think it's nice and i like it . I think long ago , people used that form . And how i wish i would return to long ago . Keep wishing cecilia !
" I don't wish to talk to you right now . " I would bear this in mind always . Im not as strong as you think , im fragile you know .
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Haha . Can't fall asleep again so im posting ! Hmm . Going to tekong afterwards . Weird huh . It's a field trip and till now i still have no clue to what we gonna go there for and what's the point . Nyway , heard there're tons of mosquitos there and im praying hard that i'd not get bitten ! Still , hope one-a-two-four would have fun together later !
Haven't been going out with J recently . Reasons being that both of us are broke and busy . Broke , busy , but still beautiful . Hmm , nice eh ? Haha . Random ! Hope we'll go 'partor' soon . Miss 'partor-ing' with him . Haha .
Im feeling empty lately . Definitely not a good sign . One word : Apprehensive ! Not sure of the meaning , go google it . (:
Or should i say "insecure" ?
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Before meeting the princess , the peasant was actually together with a girl who worked in the same farm as him . They were together for a very long time . But unfortunately , the girl soon grow tired of the peasant and left him . The peasant was heartbroken as he given all his heart to her and she had shattered it into pieces . But , even though the peasant wasnt very good looking , there were a few girls in the village that liked him . However , not one of them could capture his heart .
When the princess and the peasant fell in love , it was most unbelievable . Cause how could such a beautiful princess fall for such an ordinary peasant . Yet , they went out on dates still and became an item . However , the peasant was very insecure . Because , they are so many princes that the princess could choose that were so much better than him . He was so afraid that the princess would leave him one day . Furthermore , in the kingdom , there was another prince who looked so alike the prince that used to be with the princess . He was ever so sweet as well . This made the peasant even more worried . Because of his insecure-ness , he was always thinking too much and was always jealous at the slightest thing . It made him quarrel with the princess often . Hence the peasant was always upset . But , he would always hide his feelings as he do not want the princess to find him weak . Hence , because he was such a softie , he would always cry in his sleep .
In the end , the peasant could not handle the pain in his heart anymore . He wanted no more tears . And so , he cut out his eyes so that he could not no longer cry nor see anything upsetting . Also , he left the princess and the princess married another prince and all of them lived happily every after . The end .
Monday, November 9, 2009
The rest of the birthdays celebrated would be zaiqiang's and kaijie's and peijun's . All of them were equally awesome cause everyone was present . Well almost nyway . Still it's always great to hang out with kj and clique . Hope everyone had a fun time yea ! Haha .
Babe bought a fox jumper for me our 7-monthsary . Thank you ! It's nice ! He bought one for himself as well so its like a couple wear . Don't really like that idea of couple outfits but still , guess im fine with it as long as you like it . It'll be really cute though . I shall reward you with one of my homemade cookies then . I will reward you soon ! Promise ! Lol .
Hmm . I want a camera ! Anyone kind enough to give me one this christmas ? Lol .
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Christmas is approaching ! Yea , it's still two months away but it'll be here before you know it ! I can't wait for christmas ! But first , i seriously need loads of shopping ! I want money to shop shop shop ! There's just way too much clothes i want ! Alright , let's change the want to a need . So clothes are a necessity ! Hmm , halloween's coming . Will be working on that day . There seems to be costumes required . Hope it'll be fun . Praying hard !
I wanna watch 'My Sister's Keeper' ! That's a hint for you J ! Haha . Actually it's not a hint , it's a warning . You'd better take me to go watch it ! Peace ! Missing you ! LOL .
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
One main concern , i think im starting to sound more and more bimbotic ! Nooo ! Nyway , i can't wait to attend street jazz class ! Woohoo ! Simply love dancing .
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Nyway , back to sorority row , it's a show full of hot babes ! Simply love Briana , Jamie , Margo and Caroline ! They're HOT ! Lol . They are naked scenes of the girls bathing but only for a while . Haha . Here's a poster of it ..
Holidays are over ! Dreading going back to school ! Oh yea . Forgot to mention that i went sentosa AGAIN yesterday with the guys ! Cheated my feelings . Thought there was at least Peijun for accompany but turns out im the only girl ! But it was fun and funny . (: So it's cool . 'Ve been watching movies alot recently . What can i say , i LOVE watching movies ! Haha . Next movie on my list : 500 days of summer ( but have to catch cloudy again with J first of course cause its a promise ) ! Oh yea , on a random note , J simply look great to me today ! Don't know why , he seems more good-looking than usual . Im feeling shy now saying this ! Haha ! Im feeling more lucky than usual . Love you lots !
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Recently headed to sentosa for 1) Chalet with rebecca and limying and reagen ; and 2) Outing with Kaijie and clique . The chalet was really kampong style . Cannot tahan . See already i wanna bang wall . All it has are two bunk beds and an air-conditioner . Wonderful eh ? But still it was nice hanging out with the girls plus a guy . Haha .
Sentosa outing with Kj and clique was fun as always . But it rained and there was no sun ! So it kinda dampened everyone's spirits when they arrived . But luckily the rain wasn't heavy and still everyone managed to play . The guys volleyball-ed and the girls headed to the sea as usual . Dog and bone was played with the use of the dreaded waterbombs ! Haha . It hurts getting hit by it but it was fun throwing it . Especially aiming it at J ! He hit me at my tummy and it hurt so much ! And it turned red too ! But he's forgiven . Lol . Dinner at the habourfront hawker centre . And i must say wow ! Everyone was so starved that the guys ordered at least two plates of food each . Went to safra next and i was so tired that i fell asleep at the couch . Peijun did the same too . Haha . Home-ed after that ! Overall was great except that i didn't get to sun-tanned ! I wanna become tan ! Im too white ! Look too unhealthy . Heh .
School's starting ! Harder to see J again . He'd better place me as his first priority ! Heh . Want to see you sooo much ! Yi ji bang !
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
I was disappointed once again . Haha . Don't say stuff disheartedly please . And don't say stuff when you don't really meant them . It's a small matter but when all the small matters accumulate , it becomes a big matter yea ? Most importantly , i don't feel that i mattered that much . Why am i feeling this way ? Im starting to feel afraid .
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Oh yea . Finally finished nana anime . Cried like heaven throughout . Touching story . Anime was so much nicer than the movie . But nana 1 was also nice . Nana 2 was a disappointment . Slept at 8 am yesterday and was disturbed by J's phonecall around two . Cant let me sleep in peace luh ! Lol . Feeling drowsy now . Shall go disturb J then head to bed . Heex .
Monday, October 5, 2009
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Also, the stupid solex didn't even inform me that they wouldn't be needing me anymore . But im sick anyway . Nyway , just checked my results . What a disappointment . Ugh . Thought that i would at least get a B for IO chem . But except for Rwp and cppB , all got a C with some C+ as well . Ugh . So sad !
J you meanie ! You said to bring me out ! But you didn't ! I wanna watch movie ! Lol . I miss you ! Don't worry yea ? Haha ! Everything's fine ! Lalala ~
Monday, September 21, 2009
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Started working at solex on 14th Sept . Well , everything wasn't so bad . Just kinda boring at times . Haha . But i need the money so oh well . Went to the reggae dance trial class on Wed 16th Sept with ah xi and sinying . Woohoo ! Reggae was definitely something else ! SEXY AND FIERCE ! Would join reggae in future without doubt ! Lol .
Celebrated brenda's and chunhoo's birthday on friday . Busy day i had ! Went to work for half day , then rushed to jp to meet shuqi , jenny and brenda . Ellisa came along around 5plus . Woo ! Finally the five of us gathered ! Haha . Then , there was a 'surprise' by jose and nuren . So celebrated brenda's birthday again with jose , nuren and brenda . Haha . At around ten , went to meet kj and clique to celebrate chunhoo's birthday where we headed to clark quey . Played truth or dare in front of central . And it was fun . Haha . I missed J so so much ! Didn't see him for five freaking days ! Feels like five years to me ! Still it was great seeing him again . Haha . Shall post pictures for brenda's birthday later !
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Just came back from dance practice . The big day is coming ! Sunday 13th Sept ! Ahh ! Nervous . I want to go back to school ! It's only been a week plus and im missing school already . Eww ! But it's the truth . Officially starting work at the office next week . Ugh . Just thinking of Carmen makes me want to quit . Let's just say jiayou to me ! Haha . Watching ANTM now . That's short for America's Next Top Model ! Weee ! Love that show ! Love Tyra and miss J ! Haha . Im feeling a change in you . Hopefully it's just a phase . Ohh and thanks Leng ! Im cheering up already . (: