Growing up . Everyone experiences this phenomenon . How i wished i didn't have to grow up so fast ! But sad too say , instead of being more mature , im becoming more childish . This is a fact ! There are witnesses as well to prove this . Ugh . Some say if i tell people now that i used to be an extreme tomboy who hates boys as much as cockroaches , they won't believe it . But i'd say they will believe . Because i believe almost every girl will experience going through this age . Haha . I miss my barbies and legos . Hmm . PSLE was a breeze . Olevels were tortuous . And final year GPAs would be hell . That's my assumptions nyway . Let me grow up slower !

Christmas is approaching ! Yea , it's still two months away but it'll be here before you know it ! I can't wait for christmas ! But first , i seriously need loads of shopping ! I want money to shop shop shop ! There's just way too much clothes i want ! Alright , let's change the want to a need . So clothes are a necessity ! Hmm , halloween's coming . Will be working on that day . There seems to be costumes required . Hope it'll be fun . Praying hard !

I wanna watch 'My Sister's Keeper' ! That's a hint for you J ! Haha . Actually it's not a hint , it's a warning . You'd better take me to go watch it ! Peace ! Missing you ! LOL .

This year , at long last i managed to put on weight ! Gained bout 2-3 kg . But don't know what's wrong with my body this year . Keep on falling ill ! Oh mama . It's a terrible terrible TERRIBLE thing to be sick ! Had severe gastric which caused me to be so sick that it lead to a slight fever as well . Ugh . Visited the doctor for the fourth time this year . Im so hating clinics now . Lucky ah qin was 'kind' enough to accompany me to the clinic cause if i went myself , i sure will faint ~ Stand also cannot stand properly , sit also cannot sit properly . Can die man . J has been busy busy busy since school started cause it's school , nafa and work constantly . Guess he's really really exhausted already even though tmrw's only the forth day of school . BUT , it still doesn't excuse you from caring for me ! Me who's eff-ing sick ! Shall make you feel guilty ! A.hole !

One main concern , i think im starting to sound more and more bimbotic ! Nooo ! Nyway , i can't wait to attend street jazz class ! Woohoo ! Simply love dancing .

Caught sorority row today ! Watched it with Shuqi , Yingying , Karthi and Cheehao baby . The storyline simply sucks . NO-LINK AT ALL . But overall it was an okay film . Cause the killings were fast and the deaths were instant and undraggy at all . Haha . Didnt met up with karthi for ages ! So it was nice hanging out with him again . He's still a kuku as usual . Lol . Small headed skinny fella ! Can't believed we gossiped like auntys throughout the whole journey home . But it was fun . I simply love gossiping . People cant live without gossip ! It's true ! I heard it somewhere from a radio or something . It says that people elects the emperor or president through the gossips they hear . I think its SO true ! People will always hear gossips of that person , then if it's good stuff they heard through these gossips , they would then vote for that man . RIGHT ?! Haha . People live their lives gossiping ! Don't deny it ! I bet even Obama and Lee Kuan Yee gossiped before !

Nyway , back to sorority row , it's a show full of hot babes ! Simply love Briana , Jamie , Margo and Caroline ! They're HOT ! Lol . They are naked scenes of the girls bathing but only for a while . Haha . Here's a poster of it ..

Holidays are over ! Dreading going back to school ! Oh yea . Forgot to mention that i went sentosa AGAIN yesterday with the guys ! Cheated my feelings . Thought there was at least Peijun for accompany but turns out im the only girl ! But it was fun and funny . (: So it's cool . 'Ve been watching movies alot recently . What can i say , i LOVE watching movies ! Haha . Next movie on my list : 500 days of summer ( but have to catch cloudy again with J first of course cause its a promise ) ! Oh yea , on a random note , J simply look great to me today ! Don't know why , he seems more good-looking than usual . Im feeling shy now saying this ! Haha ! Im feeling more lucky than usual . Love you lots !

Just registered gems and unfortunately , wasn't able to choose the module i wanted cause i was too late in registering . Argh ! Nevermind , next sem then .

Recently headed to sentosa for 1) Chalet with rebecca and limying and reagen ; and 2) Outing with Kaijie and clique . The chalet was really kampong style . Cannot tahan . See already i wanna bang wall . All it has are two bunk beds and an air-conditioner . Wonderful eh ? But still it was nice hanging out with the girls plus a guy . Haha .

Sentosa outing with Kj and clique was fun as always . But it rained and there was no sun ! So it kinda dampened everyone's spirits when they arrived . But luckily the rain wasn't heavy and still everyone managed to play . The guys volleyball-ed and the girls headed to the sea as usual . Dog and bone was played with the use of the dreaded waterbombs ! Haha . It hurts getting hit by it but it was fun throwing it . Especially aiming it at J ! He hit me at my tummy and it hurt so much ! And it turned red too ! But he's forgiven . Lol . Dinner at the habourfront hawker centre . And i must say wow ! Everyone was so starved that the guys ordered at least two plates of food each . Went to safra next and i was so tired that i fell asleep at the couch . Peijun did the same too . Haha . Home-ed after that ! Overall was great except that i didn't get to sun-tanned ! I wanna become tan ! Im too white ! Look too unhealthy . Heh .

School's starting ! Harder to see J again . He'd better place me as his first priority ! Heh . Want to see you sooo much ! Yi ji bang !

Im sorry .. I compared . I know i shouldn't but i did . Im the worst ..

I don't like phobia 2 at all ! Hmpf ! Thought it would be scary but turns out alright only . Though J was scared throughout as usual . Haha . Beehoon and i bought crackers into the cinema to eat and i think the whole cinema was so noisy because of us . LOL . Well , it was delicious ! I simply can't resist the temptation to buy them to snack on ! Haha . Went to spize for supper after the movie and i have no idea why i find it so hilarious watching everyone eat . Maybe cause everyone seems to be eating the food so painfully . Lol . Farrrniiiee ! Beehoon , Wanyi , Chunhoo , Kaijie , Yeehong , Liangming , Anthony , Eric , Cheehao and me parted after supper . I so good . Listed everyone out . Aha . Self-praised ! I shall go watch jigoku shoujo (hell girl) now . Second time i've watched the anime already . But it's still NICE ! Chalet with the girls tomorrow ! Looking forward to it !

I was disappointed once again . Haha . Don't say stuff disheartedly please . And don't say stuff when you don't really meant them . It's a small matter but when all the small matters accumulate , it becomes a big matter yea ? Most importantly , i don't feel that i mattered that much . Why am i feeling this way ? Im starting to feel afraid .

Went to the library at lot one today with shuqi ! Have to get out of the house or i'll go mad soon . Haha . Borrowed " the candy darlings " for the fourth time . Just simply love that story . Haha . As usual (and predicted) , qi wanted to watch a movie . So we went to catch " Cloudy with a chance of meatballs " . Adorable movie . Haha . I just cant help but think the noses of the main character and his dad are so large . Lol . But it's a nice movie ! It's based on a book . Praises for the author ! Haha . Throughout the movie , i feel so hungry ! ;D Here's a movie poster ..

Oh yea . Finally finished nana anime . Cried like heaven throughout . Touching story . Anime was so much nicer than the movie . But nana 1 was also nice . Nana 2 was a disappointment . Slept at 8 am yesterday and was disturbed by J's phonecall around two . Cant let me sleep in peace luh ! Lol . Feeling drowsy now . Shall go disturb J then head to bed . Heex .

27th Sept - 29Sept : Chalet at Changi saf seaview chalet ! Weee ! Awesome-ness place ! Haha ! Well , heard that this place was not open for booking for the public but only for saf members . How cool is that ! Haha . Well , it so happens that shuqi's mom's company has been bidding for the chalet for two years now and finally they managed to book it . But they have to work on weekdays so shuqi's mom decided to let us use it or it will be wasted yea . And woohoo ! Lucky us ! Here are the photos ..

Barbeque food ! We climbed out the window ! Heh !

Aint the view beautiful !

Yingying's enjoying the breeze .

Camwhore !

Ohh yea . We watched fame after checking out . Fame was a remake of the 1980s fame and i daresay it's damn damn damn nice ! Wont mind watching it again ! But it was kinda messy overall so i'll rate it a 4/5 ! Heh .

2th Oct : Happy 6th month-sary J ! I had a lovely time spending the day with you . The best part was of course the neoprint . Haha . Nah . The whole time was the best ! Thank you ! Love ya lots ! Thanks for being so cute ! * Shy * Heex .

Continued ; 2th Oct : Went to celebrate mid autumn festival with kj and clique . Haha . They played catching till they stink but still it was fun ! Played with fire sparkles , candles and lanterns . Had a great time with them . Gonna have an outing with them soon to go catch phobia 2 and then finally , a sentosa outing . Cant wait ! I know it's gonna be fun !