Thursday, February 17, 2011

Its February .



Events after events for the month of feb . First there was CNY , then there's taylor's concert , followed by Valentine's and finally , the arrival of the dreaded exams . Cny was not bad this year , not bad at all . Collected quite alot but unfortunately , i'll have to say all those money didnt belong to me . ): Then there's taylor's concert . It was really awesome ! She's freaklishly tall ! 179 to be exact . She's really quite cool . Love her even more after the concert . She sings not bad indeed .

Next its Valentine's . Well , i had an unexpected valentine's day . Plus an unexpected valentine's gift . From an expected someone . Spent valentine's day with J and his polyfriends AND their dates (which are their respective bfs & gf) . We had steamboat and initially , i didnt wanna go when J asked me but im glad i did . I had a nice time with them . They're all really nice people . But they thought i was "dao" . Which i wasnt in fact , that was probably my way of being shy . Laughs . A really unexpected gift from J too . He surprised me with a citigems necklace . 128 dollars . Since knowing him , its the first time he bought such an expensive gift to me . Well , it was quite expensive for him . I didnt get him anything of course since i didnt expected a gift . Well , i could tell he was a teeny disappointed with me going empty handed but you cant blame me . When we're together , it was always me with the gifts and never him . So it was totally shocking of him to give me anything . Anyways im real happy to receive it . I promise i'll get him something in return .

Now exams are around the corner . In fact , tomorrow's my first paper . DAMN ! And i havent start studying . Cries ! Anyways good luck to myself and to everyone who's hating the exams ! Its gonna be over sooon ! Then its time for my birthday . Heh .


P.S : I hate how i always falls for the guys who will never love me back . It's really hurting . How i wish i didnt know how to love .

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

I Will ;

I miss you .

I WILL FALL FOR A BOY WHO WILL ;

* Stand out in the rain with me .
* Cook with , or for me .
* Let me sing along to the radio .
* Keep surprising me .
* Watch movies with me on lazy days .
* Remember the little things .
* Help me face my fears .
* Start play-fights with me -
with water , or food , or pillows , or anything .
* Write me post-it love letters .
* Always say what's on his mind .
* Let me wear his clothes .
* Shut me up with kisses .
* Call me things like darling , not babe .
* Hug me and say , "No , you're not ," when i say i'm fine .
* Treat me , sometimes , like a child .
* Treat me , sometimes , as an adult .
* Love me back .


P.S. I'm not amazing at anything , i'm just okay at everything .
It frustrates me more than anything .