Had a wonderful time today ! After street jazz , headed straight down to vivo beishanchuan spicy steamboat restaurant . Shuqi , jenny and ellisa were already there waiting for me . We promised ellisa to have a steamboat dinner today with her during her birthday on tuesday . And yea , we went to fulfill our promise . Lol . Had a tremendous time with the girls . Laughed till i almost rolled on the floor . And this was the first time i ate steamboat with such a large appetite . Well , im definitely not a big fan of steamboat and usually , i dont eat much during these type of buffets but today was an exception cause all of us , including me , ate till we were too full to move a muscle ! Phew ! But it was quite delicious and all . If brenda was there with us , it would be even greater ! But she had to leave early as usual . Definitely hope i could meet up with the girls soon ! And im praying hard that ellisa would reply faster in future ! Haha .

Had a row with you last night . Or should i say another row again . You certainly broke my heart when you expressed how annoyed you were when you knew i was in tears . Maybe you're not the guy for me . Maybe i was wrong when i thought this time , it would be right . I know what kind of guy i want . But why does all signs show me that you aren't my kind of guy ? I can tell you what i want -- a guy who will feel heartbroken when he sees me cry , a guy who will come and get me when he knows im hurt . You asked what i wanted . And now im willing to tell . But i doubt you will regard this . Cause you're not the type who cares . Prove me wrong please . Prove that i can lean on you . Prove me otherwise will you ?

"I want a boy who will move the hair away from my eyes, and then kiss me. Who will hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. A pretty boy, but not so pretty that i feel awkward. A boy who thinks I'm b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l. A boy who will sing to me at random moments. Who lets me sleep on his chest.

I want a boy who will tell his mom I have beautiful eyes, who will bring me orange juice when I'm sick, who writes songs about me because he doesn't know any other way to tell me how he feels. I want a boy who is more goofy than romantic, but knows the right things to say at the right times. I want a boy who will call me thrice a day if he went away. A boy who will apologize for calling too much, and no matter how many times I tell him its okay, he'd still do it. A boy who will let me gossip to him and just smile and agree with everything I say. A boy who will throw stuffed animals at me when I acted dumb and then jump on me and kiss me a million times.

I want a boy who will write me notes in class, and give me flowers every once in a while for no real reason at all. Who will bet on kisses on who could beat who at games. Who makes fun of me just to make me laugh. A boy who will surprise me with 25 cent ring. Who will take me to the park, put his hands around my waist and give me big bear hugs all the time. A boy who will kiss my neck, just to have a reason to tell me how much he loves my new perfume. I want a boy who, at night, who will dance in his pajamas with me. A boy who will take pictures in photo booths with me, someone who will never turn down a trip to the lake and who will play tag on the beach with me. Who will tell all his friends about me and smile when he does it. A boy who could sit with me on the kitchen floor and eat sandwiches. Who will make out with me in the pouring rain and will tell me when he doesn't think something looks good.

I want a boy who would try to teach me how to play the guitar, even if we just end up laughing at each other. I want a boy who will run his fingers through my hair, share his lollipops with me, and get along with all of my friends. Someone who would never be afraid to say I love you in front of his friends and someone who would argue with me about silly things just to make up. Someone who will kiss me at midnight on New Years and who will make funny faces at me when I'm on the phone. I want a boy who will count stars with me and be friends with my family. I want a boy who will stay home with me on a Friday night just to help me make dinner and watch movies together under the same blanket. Someone who will squirt water guns at me in the house after I've got him soaked.

I want a boy who looks me the eye and tell me something serious, that was also funny and make me promise not to laugh. A boy who could make me laugh like no one else can. I want a boy who will hold me closer than normal when I'm sick, and would play with my hair. A boy who would catch my tears and hug me tight when i cry. But mostly I want a boy who is my best friend and will always be there for me."

Street jazz class today ! Finally ! It's nice with all those toe pointing and stuff . Reminds me of ballet though . Still i prefer girls' hip hop . But it's only the first lesson so maybe after choreo , it'll be more fun ! Could learn to love it too . Smiles !

Haven't cried so much since don't know when already . Still im glad you came back for me even though you're pissed . You always know where to find me . I really love you ! But you're still sooooo gay ! Please ask your bro to train your body ! Haha . Hug me tight always thank you !

HI WEEEE ! Remember to invite me ! I will be honoured for sure ! Haha ! Hope you find a gf soon ! Cheers ! Got my blessings sure will find soon one !

I know im hurt . This wound would leave scars behind .

It's friday the 13th ! And yes , you're right -- im superstitious . I think i real down on luck today ! I didn't prepare any charms . Yup , there's no rabbit feet , no four-leaf clover and definitely no horseshoe . The day started off with me being late as usual . Was going to have a presentation today . My group was going to be the sixth to be up . There were only seven groups so we were the second last . BUT something went wrong with jiaying's lappy and it couldn't be detected . So the last group presented first while we figure out what was wrong . But due to time constrain , we couldn't present and have to do it so next monday in mister ho's office most probably . I just want to get it over and done with it ! Why is it so hard ?!

It was pouring so heavily and i was freezing when im having lunch ! I was wearing t-shirt and shorts of all days . No jacket either . Ugh . The mee sian i was having didn't even taste good . After school , it was pouring even heavier , like a tsunami . The best part was i forgotten my ezlink and money and there was only limited coins . Had to buy standard ticket for my trip home and i couldn't even walk home so i have to board a bus where i only board for one stop and still , i have to walk home . Almost tripped several times and curse the wet weather . Slept almost immediately after reaching home and woke up at seven . Wanted to go out since it's a friday and im supposed to be enjoying myself OUTDOORS . But no one was free, thus im stuck at home and blogging about the damn day now . Haven't eaten anything the whole day except the mee siam so im starving now ! Shall go cook maggi mee after this . So sad !

Oh yea , jooboon's birthday was yesterday . So i hearby wish him a HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY ! You aint nineteen anymore so don't act young ! Lol .

Suddenly thought of the word missus . Someone used to call me that . I think it's nice and i like it . I think long ago , people used that form . And how i wish i would return to long ago . Keep wishing cecilia !

" I don't wish to talk to you right now . " I would bear this in mind always . Im not as strong as you think , im fragile you know .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY PRECIOUS NUUUREEN !

Haha . Can't fall asleep again so im posting ! Hmm . Going to tekong afterwards . Weird huh . It's a field trip and till now i still have no clue to what we gonna go there for and what's the point . Nyway , heard there're tons of mosquitos there and im praying hard that i'd not get bitten ! Still , hope one-a-two-four would have fun together later !

Haven't been going out with J recently . Reasons being that both of us are broke and busy . Broke , busy , but still beautiful . Hmm , nice eh ? Haha . Random ! Hope we'll go 'partor' soon . Miss 'partor-ing' with him . Haha .

Im feeling empty lately . Definitely not a good sign . One word : Apprehensive ! Not sure of the meaning , go google it . (:

Or should i say "insecure" ?

Once upon a time , there lived a beautiful princess in a beautiful castle . There also lived a very ordinary peasant in the nearby village . One day , the princess and peasant met and they fell in love . However , both of them just healed from a broken heart . So , their 'love' could just be a substitute . The princess used to be with this prince who was handsome , caring and so much fun to be with ! Yet , she didnt treasure him and treated him badly . Time and time again , the prince was hurt and in the end he decided to leave the princess and went in search for another . Then , only after when the prince left did the princess regretted not treating him better before . She misses him so much and tried to win him back . But all was in vain cause the prince had fallen for another princess . So the princess just have to get over her broken heart .

Before meeting the princess , the peasant was actually together with a girl who worked in the same farm as him . They were together for a very long time . But unfortunately , the girl soon grow tired of the peasant and left him . The peasant was heartbroken as he given all his heart to her and she had shattered it into pieces . But , even though the peasant wasnt very good looking , there were a few girls in the village that liked him . However , not one of them could capture his heart .

When the princess and the peasant fell in love , it was most unbelievable . Cause how could such a beautiful princess fall for such an ordinary peasant . Yet , they went out on dates still and became an item . However , the peasant was very insecure . Because , they are so many princes that the princess could choose that were so much better than him . He was so afraid that the princess would leave him one day . Furthermore , in the kingdom , there was another prince who looked so alike the prince that used to be with the princess . He was ever so sweet as well . This made the peasant even more worried . Because of his insecure-ness , he was always thinking too much and was always jealous at the slightest thing . It made him quarrel with the princess often . Hence the peasant was always upset . But , he would always hide his feelings as he do not want the princess to find him weak . Hence , because he was such a softie , he would always cry in his sleep .

In the end , the peasant could not handle the pain in his heart anymore . He wanted no more tears . And so , he cut out his eyes so that he could not no longer cry nor see anything upsetting . Also , he left the princess and the princess married another prince and all of them lived happily every after . The end .

Never post for hao jiu hao jiu ler . School have started and im busy busy busy . Busy with what ? Busy with school work and the never ending birthdays this month ! It's been birthday after birthdays almost everyday ! I have like ELEVEN birthdays to celebrate this month ! Im already broke so im still trying to figure out how to celebrate everyone's bdays without spending money . Ugh . Praying hard for money to drop down from the sky now . Qi's birthday is today and we lunch-ed at plaza sing which followed by arcade . We meaning Shuqi , Brenda , Yingying , Karthi , Ruonan , Ellisa , Yours Truly and supposedly Roshini but she didnt come in the end . Kinda boring though . Afterwards went to iluma to catch coraline 3D in the evening and it was nice ! Really nice ! 3D is way better than normal . Nyway , celebrated nuu's birthday yesterday . Wanted to surprise her by accidentally bumping into her at far east but kinda fail . Ohh well . Bren had to go off around four which left jose , nuu and me ): We headed to orchard central and at there , we started a session of cam-whoring . Fun ! Haha . Shall upload the photos soon !

The rest of the birthdays celebrated would be zaiqiang's and kaijie's and peijun's . All of them were equally awesome cause everyone was present . Well almost nyway . Still it's always great to hang out with kj and clique . Hope everyone had a fun time yea ! Haha .

Babe bought a fox jumper for me our 7-monthsary . Thank you ! It's nice ! He bought one for himself as well so its like a couple wear . Don't really like that idea of couple outfits but still , guess im fine with it as long as you like it . It'll be really cute though . I shall reward you with one of my homemade cookies then . I will reward you soon ! Promise ! Lol .

Hmm . I want a camera ! Anyone kind enough to give me one this christmas ? Lol .