Missing my girls

Currently am doing hair treatment at JB now. So shall just blog to pass my time.

Yesterday I had an impromptu dinner with Shuqi and Rosh at lotone. It's been a really long while since we hanged out. Everyone's so busy with school and work. Hardly do we find common time for meet ups. My dear Qi finally got a bf then she truly likes/loves. Am so glad for her! And also happy that they're going great.

Even though dinner and dessert was just a short 2 hours plus, it was so much fun. Really made me miss the old days whereby we always hang out after school to do so many stuff. Still remembered how we took/shoot videos of ourselves - dancing to girly man or "acting" in a horror film. Laughs. Miss the times when we always rent movies to watch and order pizzas while hanging in someone's house. Ahhhh. Just miss everyone so much. Can't wait to meet up with the girls soon!

Nostalgia's overwhelming me. Sigh. Managed to take a neoprint with the girls yesterday too. Another memory I will take with me. Rosh and shuqi's birthdays are coming up soon. Hopefully everyone will be able to meet up! I miss my girls like crazy!

Octopportunity

Today marks the last day of my 4th week in Abbott. Ironic about how I hated my course yet due to it I'm able to land a job so fast and easily. I'm on 4 months contract though. But right now, there's a position available cause my colleague's resigning. Many of my colleagues kinda prompted me to apply but of course I'm abit hesitant. Well no doubt the benefits and pay are super attractive but I have to think if I really wanna continue with this field and direction. Sigh. Headache. What more its stressing.

On the 22nd will mark the first year I'm with the boy. I would say there's alot of mixed feelings. Well of course I'm happy that we managed to come this far, but there's still a damn long way to go. What more he's enlisting at the end of the month. More obstacles to overcome man. It wasn't exactly smooth sailing for us either. Mostly I guess I'm more insecure about his feelings. He might still love me for now but I know he thinks that we don't belong together. And it's gonna be damn tiring if I'm the only one wanting to try and hang on. I mean I don't believe that 2 people whose personalities are world's apart can't come to an understanding. Regardless, I will keep trying to prove to the world and the boy that we can be together. I won't give up unless he utterly gives up, or when the day comes when he doesn't love me or wants me to leave. I will be strong!

I'm always posting about relationships on this blog. Damn. Laughs.