Today marks the last day of my 4th week in Abbott. Ironic about how I hated my course yet due to it I'm able to land a job so fast and easily. I'm on 4 months contract though. But right now, there's a position available cause my colleague's resigning. Many of my colleagues kinda prompted me to apply but of course I'm abit hesitant. Well no doubt the benefits and pay are super attractive but I have to think if I really wanna continue with this field and direction. Sigh. Headache. What more its stressing.
On the 22nd will mark the first year I'm with the boy. I would say there's alot of mixed feelings. Well of course I'm happy that we managed to come this far, but there's still a damn long way to go. What more he's enlisting at the end of the month. More obstacles to overcome man. It wasn't exactly smooth sailing for us either. Mostly I guess I'm more insecure about his feelings. He might still love me for now but I know he thinks that we don't belong together. And it's gonna be damn tiring if I'm the only one wanting to try and hang on. I mean I don't believe that 2 people whose personalities are world's apart can't come to an understanding. Regardless, I will keep trying to prove to the world and the boy that we can be together. I won't give up unless he utterly gives up, or when the day comes when he doesn't love me or wants me to leave. I will be strong!
I'm always posting about relationships on this blog. Damn. Laughs.
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