Saturday, December 31, 2011

Last day of 2011.


It's the last day of 2011!
Finally im blogging.
Okay so following the events of my previous post, there have been alot of happenings.
The most important and prominent day of this month would of course be Christmas.
I would say it was an unexpected Xmas eve/ Xmas. But nonetheless, i had a lovely time.
Xmas eve was spent with Ly, Reb, Joshua, Arron, Ian, WeeChuan, SoonLai, Clement, Melvin & Xinghan.
Totally unexpected. Laughs. But they're an awesome gang so im grateful to them for letting me join their Xmas!
Xmas itself was spent with my D.
Went to Cityhall and took lots of pictures. Even though it was simple, it was still awesome.
The simplest things are often the best things as they say. Oh yea and he got me a beanie!
Totally a Xmas gift i would say. Will definitely wear it. ((:
Also, had Xmas exchanges with my girls Nu, Jose & Bren, as well as with Zee, Ruby & Zoe.
Awesome time spent with both of my groups of girls and appreciate and love the gifts lots!

Today would be the 93th day since D confessed to me.
Also today is the last day of 2011.
Time simply passes too fast. It doesnt even stop to let us catch our breaths.

"To be more optimistic, become stronger & more independent, 
and lastly i hope to pay off all my debts !
But most importantly "i wanna be the girl who didnt give a heck about guys, when her friends & freedom was everything she needs .""

That was my resolutions for this 2011! And im ashamed to say i didnt complete all of them. Laughs.
Alot of things have happened this year. From good things, to bad things, and to worse things.
Hearts have been broken, hearts have been healed etc.
New friendships have formed, old friends have come together again.
New relationships have begun, old relationships have been remembered.
It's maddening to see time pass by so darn fast.
And here i am, always wishing that some day, time stops for all us during our most happiest moments.
We've all grown, we've all aged, we've all created memories.
It's amazing to see how time changes all of us.
I know i've tried to stop changing and that is totally unacceptable.
Plus obviously it cant be prevented. Laughs.
So for the new year, my new resolutions would be to accept change, to embrace it, to be more optimistic, to be more understanding of others, to accept myself more, to make a difference. I really wanna be happy. And i got a feeling i will be. 2012's gonna be awesome right?!

Sunday, December 11, 2011

December Baby


Its December Baby.
Got sick come December 1st.
Means i got sick the week before MST.
What a nice timing, not.
High fever and was pretty sure i lied in bed 90% of the time.
Gotta thank D for taking care of me.
Even though he kinda annoyed me at the start but yea he's learning.
He'll get better taking care of me.
(Y) Laughs.

MST's are over!
Guess Barry kinda motivated me to study this time round.
Otherwise i'll end up mugging till the very last minute.
I would say im proud of myself.
And i know i'll definitely need not worry about my results.
At least for 2 of my papers.

Holidays are here.
Started off badly. Hope it ends great though.
Have been in and out of my moods since yesterday.
Bad bad bad bad bad. Sigh.
Dislike it when im feeling/behaving like this.
Screw my moods man. Serious max.
Was kinda disappointed with some stuff.
Shant continue further on it.
Aint gonna dwell on it. I'll be fine anyways.

Christmas is approaching.
Cant wait for it.
Christmas really is an amazing holiday.
Spending christmas with my girls LY & Reb (counting down from eve that is).
Initially thought i'll be counting down christmas with D.
Guess not.
Saw his friend's text. It was by accident though.
Didnt want him to reject his friends.
So i changed our plans instead.
Think he'll have more fun with his friends instead yea.
Pretended that i didnt know anything of course.
Dont wanna make him feel bad.
But cant say im feeling good too.
Laughs. The ironic stuff that i always do.

P.S. Im sorry that i put pressure on you. 
Was just too used to having J telling me things all the time. 
We'll compromise and learn together yea. ((:

I just wanna be happy. Why is it so difficult?