Story of My Life

Story Of My Life - Jennifer Lopez

Your relation to me

Feeds my empty existence

I guess I choose what to see

Because I'm feeling resistance

So turn the lights on below

The time we have is too precious

You say that you'll never go

I know that lying is infectious, now

So don't let me down

I'm breaking my own rules today, ohh

I know that I should walk away, ohh

I'm falling again for someone who doesn't feel alright

That's the story of my life

I thought you were ready to be

The start of my happy ending

Sometimes I choose what to see

Forget what I've been defending

Before the day fades to day

There comes a break in the weather

I made you say goodbye

Because I can't say forever, now

So don't let me down, no

I'm breaking my own rules today, ohh

I know that I should walk away, ohh

I'm falling again for someone who doesn't feel alright

That's the story of my life

One in a million

But if you are ready to listen

I know that I can be stubborn

Maybe it's me but I've been too blind to see.

I'm breaking my own rules today, ohh

I know that I should walk away, ohh

I'm falling again for someone who doesn't feel alright

That's the story of my life

Keep walking, I keep walking (x3)

That's the story of my life

Smiling Again (:

You make my heart skip a beat .

Tmrw's wednesday and im not sure whether do i have work or not . Stupid Ellen didnt call me to inform me anything ! She's so irresponsible ! Ugh . Tmrw's gonna be a short day in school ! Yay ! I can go home at twelve ! I love even weeks ! Cause i don't have to see Ong Chin Choon everyday ! Haha ! I have to see him like EVERYDAY for lectures/tutorials on odd weeks ! And he's not even my tutor ! And he speaks funny ! Ugh ! ;DD

Thank you . I smiled to myself as i talked to you . You were sweet to me .

Lies

Its not mood swing and its not pms . I just opened my eyes . I knew the truth . The whole damn truth but i just didnt want to admit it . And now , im making myself suffer again . How stupid can i get ?!

Random

That's funny . Are you reading my blog or reading my mind ? I thought i've privatized my blog . Lol ?

School's been a drag . Year 2 is so difficult ! Lectures are going so fast ! Ugh . I want to dance dance dance ! I want to improve so much ! Shall practice on my own as much as i can ! Yea im randoming . LOL .

Looking forward to friday's date ! Iron Man 2 here i come ! Im just such a movie-fanatic . Tsk tsk . Haha . Looking forward to seeing him as well of course . Just miss him so . And yes , i cant believed im so 'charmed' . -.-

Desporado

I've talked to him and had sort of forced him to this agreement . But im still so confused , and am really shock to feel so empty . I hate this feeling of emptiness . Its like im hollow and dead but im still really am so much alive . Work has at least helped take my mind of these dreadful things . Watched the Bounty Hunter and its really awesome ! Really hilarious and of course the expected happy ending . Jennifer Aniston is simply hot even though she's approaching forty ! Omg . Love Aniston ! I want to buy this skirt which cost thirty-five forty after staff discount ! Initial price was fifty nine dollars ! Im so afraid i would not wear it after i buy though ! Ugh . I want it and not want it so badly !

When i hear his voice , i was just so overjoyed . I dont know why . I want to be in his arms so badly .

Mao Dun

Its the fifth day . I keep telling myself that im over this . But its not , obviously . I want to ask him out so badly . Hais . Should i or should i not ask ?! Im so so so mao dun . D:

3rd Day

Im going bonkers already seriously . Cant stand myself !! Almost burned the freaking kitchen just now cause i was too busy stalking him . Ugh . How much more pathetic could i get . But at least i didnt teared today . And the sun was shinning bright as well . LOL . It must've been a coincidence . I know its all too late and i could tell he doesnt miss me a bit . But i just want to deceive myself for just a while more . I should go flirt more cause i need some love man ! Haha . I want to watch date night !! Shall drag my darling to go watch with me . HAHA ! My darling also very ke lian now . Tsk tsk . Jiayou !

2nd Day .

Its only the 2nd day and im feeling like its been 2 decades . 'Wonderful' . First day of school and it sooks ttm ! Ugh . Lectures after lectures after lectures . Neverending D: Cant believe i cried in school today . But not in front of anyone of course . And on the way back home , it rained . Yesterday after i cried , it poured too as i was going out . I cant help but think , were the skies crying for me ? Were they watching me ? They must've feel known how i felt and have felt my pain . I was touched . (:

Sfsg (:

Watched Kick Ass with Shuqi today . Kick Ass was so kickin' nice ! FARNIE ~ ;D Also am so damn glad shuqi's back . Miss her so much ! Just so sad that she misses xiamen and not me ! LOL . Have been coping great . So far so good . Did cry but am still fine . Gonna pray hard that i won't break down . And yes , I miss his presence . How i wish i wasnt this strong . Cause being strong is just so difficult .

Amen

Im trying so hard to make myself occupied right naw . It hurts so damn much that im havin difficulty breathin' . Cheers Cecilia . I know i can do it . Im strong . All the best to ya . It'll soon be over .. hopefully . Oh Father , may you be by my side and give me the strength to carry on . Amen .

Overwhelm

Its been two weeks since i posted ! Haha . LOTS of stuff happened in these two short weeks ! First of all is FO Camp ! Muttons(GMs) ! Yea it was hell lot of fun ! But sadly i have to leave halfway cause i had severe stitch or gastric ? Wasn't too sure either . LOL . Then it was UNIVERSAL STUDIOS or RESORT WORLD ! Weeee ! Stayed at resort world's festive hotel for 3 days 2 nights . Was awesome ! Went to universal studios on the second day and it was fun . Especially the mummy-ride . Cool ! Another cooler thing was that i dont needa queue ! Cause my aunt bought express tickets ! Which means i can go the express way - cut queues ! Haha ! The waterworld show was superb as well ! The actors and actresses were really really good . They could act and fall as if its the most common thing in the world ! But universal studios was kinda small , kinda like hongkong's disneyland but even smaller . Oh well , singapore mah . Lol . Last of all and the most important of all : J and C are one year old !!! "Happy 1st Anniversary Babe !" ;DD Thanks for everything ! You're really cute kay !

Hols are coming to an end so i've been constantly going out like everyday ! Im gonna miss SiewChen too ! She's transferring to RP . D: Had a 1B/24 gathering and sort of farewell gathering for SC too . Hope all goes well for her in her new course and new school ! And yea my post has a lot of exclamation marks cause its been so cool and awesome lately ! Lol . I've watched like four movies this week ! Clash of the titians , Confusius , When in rome and Rec 2 . And now , im heading out for my fifth movie - Youth In Revolt . *Winks Eye* Michael Cera ! And next week , 'Date Night' , here i come ! Haha .

P.S. Yes i love the word AWESOME !