I wanna go to heaven already ! Im freakin sick again ! Down with major headache and the fever ! I think my brains are damaged already . Visited the doctor yesterday and when the doctor asked whether do i have other symtoms besides fever , instead of replying a headache , i blurted out ' My brains gonna burst already . ' Lol . Argh ! Having a craving for chilli crabs now ! Yes ! Right now !

Also, the stupid solex didn't even inform me that they wouldn't be needing me anymore . But im sick anyway . Nyway , just checked my results . What a disappointment . Ugh . Thought that i would at least get a B for IO chem . But except for Rwp and cppB , all got a C with some C+ as well . Ugh . So sad !

J you meanie ! You said to bring me out ! But you didn't ! I wanna watch movie ! Lol . I miss you ! Don't worry yea ? Haha ! Everything's fine ! Lalala ~

Peek-tures taken on Brenduh's birthday ! :

Weeee !! 'S been so long since i've blogged . Heh heh . Dance of course ended awesome-ly on 13th Sept ! Woohoo ! Although it was damn tired , still everything went great ! Definitely missing Celine and the girls right now ! Here are some photos taken :

Started working at solex on 14th Sept . Well , everything wasn't so bad . Just kinda boring at times . Haha . But i need the money so oh well . Went to the reggae dance trial class on Wed 16th Sept with ah xi and sinying . Woohoo ! Reggae was definitely something else ! SEXY AND FIERCE ! Would join reggae in future without doubt ! Lol .

Celebrated brenda's and chunhoo's birthday on friday . Busy day i had ! Went to work for half day , then rushed to jp to meet shuqi , jenny and brenda . Ellisa came along around 5plus . Woo ! Finally the five of us gathered ! Haha . Then , there was a 'surprise' by jose and nuren . So celebrated brenda's birthday again with jose , nuren and brenda . Haha . At around ten , went to meet kj and clique to celebrate chunhoo's birthday where we headed to clark quey . Played truth or dare in front of central . And it was fun . Haha . I missed J so so much ! Didn't see him for five freaking days ! Feels like five years to me ! Still it was great seeing him again . Haha . Shall post pictures for brenda's birthday later !

Photos taken on Wanyi's Birthday ! :

Just came back from dance practice . The big day is coming ! Sunday 13th Sept ! Ahh ! Nervous . I want to go back to school ! It's only been a week plus and im missing school already . Eww ! But it's the truth . Officially starting work at the office next week . Ugh . Just thinking of Carmen makes me want to quit . Let's just say jiayou to me ! Haha . Watching ANTM now . That's short for America's Next Top Model ! Weee ! Love that show ! Love Tyra and miss J ! Haha . Im feeling a change in you . Hopefully it's just a phase . Ohh and thanks Leng ! Im cheering up already . (:

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To you , they may be a trivial matter and not worth of a fuss . To me , they are of significance . Everything isnt right . Things have been unflavorable these past few days . Mood : Was extremely bad . Hopefully things would brighten up . Thanks qi for cheering me up . Therefore, mood right now is : moody but calm . Lol . Dont even know what the heaven am i writing .



I dont even know what i did wrong . Im a human too . Cant i feel sad ? Already damn sad yet i have to be shouted at . Im already controlling my emotions but you still cant try to understand me . Yea , i know , you think its nothing .

Ages since i last post ! Exams are over ! About the papers , well , lets just say i dont want to talk about it . Holidays are here ! Time for me to chiong work so that i would have money ! Jiayou !

5 September:
Went over to Wanyi's grandma's house to celebrate her birthday . Her birthday was on 19 Aug but everyone was having exams at that period of time so celebrated a belated birthday . It was fun to gather like this again . The people who attended were: Me Beehoon Beehong Layfang Peijun Helena Cheehao Kaijie Yeehong Liangming Zaiqiang Eric Anthony Jiayao Chunhoo Kianhwee Adrian & Benjamin . We played hide-&-seek around the estates during the night and it was kinda creepy cause it was so dark . Beehoon and me keep hiding behind the rubbish bins and it was SO stinky ! Eww ! Haha . But overall it was fun .

Today:
Had dance practice just now . Was doing cleaning up and i couldnt even remember my steps . I think Celine must be so mad at me . I was the only one who keep couldnt get the steps right . And i even forget my steps . Ugh . Feel like dropping out of the performance . What's worse was that when Celine was giving out the tickets , i found out that i was the only one who did not order any tickets .. i felt DAMN sad lar . Like nobody coming to support my first dance performance . Everyone had ordered at least three tickets except me ! But cannot blame anyone cause tickets really too expensive . But ERICNG just became my en ren . I told him nobody support me then i damn sad and although at first he didnt want to come but after that he said he will go see my performance ! Haha ! Thank you ! Damn damn happy ! You really very very very good ! He even went to psycho his friends to go . And he even offered to pay for the tickets for his friends to accompany him to go ! Feel so touched ! Can cry ler ! Thank you ! Haha .

Ahhh ! New work starts tomorrow . Hopefully all will go well . Lq says quite stress so i hope i can take it ! Jiayou to me ! Have to get up at 5.30 ! Ugh . I had better get ready for bed . Bye bye .

Cheer up baby . Hurts me so to see you like this . I like to see you smile so please smile always .