Strength

I will get over this .
I will be strong .
I dont wanna be taken for granted anymore .
It's not worth it and i know it .
I hope i will have the strength to walk through this alone .
I wanna break free from this so badly .

Random-ish

My body clock is seriously screwed !
Everyday reach home lika take short naps ,
then cannot fall asleep at night !
Imma having such an abnormal lifestyle .
Eyerings are getting worser also .
FML .
Next time go out people will scream ,
"Omg ! There's a panda on the loose !"
Kay imma so lame .

I wonder if i should go back to punk .
Vey long since i dressed punk-ly ler .
Kinda miss those hardcore days .
So freedom man .

School's a drag .
Seriously damn sian .
Cannot pay attention in lectures at all .
Keep lika sleep sleep and sleep only .

Kay dontknow tmrw should wear heels to school not .
Scared lika will damn hiao ley . ):
Still thinking to whether should go audition .
Got people make up for me lika damn naise ley .
Hehheh .
I lika being pwetty .

From Hols - School

Schools lika started kay ! School sucks ttm . Kay before schools started , there was lika alot of events . Shall sumarize ---

First of all would of course be the "class chalet" but not my class of course ; Wanyi's or should i say 5A class chalet . Imma lika the only one who dont come from 5A . Starting i feel so lika an outsider ! But after awhile it was okeh . Chalet was fun . Especially the part when the guys got drunk and began doing stupid things . Laughs . Overall was not bad . I even went swimming in my hot bikini ! *Shy*

Then would be the outing with LY and Rebbie . Caught Charlie St. Cloud and Buried one after the other . Buttock cramp man ! Charlie St. Cloud was naise ! And i cried laa ! Laughs . Buried was a-okeh ley . I find it not bad but LY and Rebbie says it wasnt naise . After that we went to yellojello to visit K and S . Rebbie was so kewt , being so shy and all . Laughs again . Since non of us were good drinkers , we only drank lychee margarita, sex on the beach, shirley temple and an unexpected shooter blowjob . K made all the drinks and it was really naise (Y) . But was so guilty cause didnt expect that he would treat us . *Thank kew K !* Waited for K to finish work before heading down to Hans for late late late supper / breakfast and a lil drama between LY and the cab driver happened in between . Home-d after that and it was really an awesome outing . ;DD

The following days were catching movies and supposedly outings with Kaijie&clique as well as with Tracy&Mel . But didnt managed to eat the crystal jade buffet with Kj&clique, only went bowling afterwards with them but still it was really fun ! Hadnt bowled for a reeeeally long time . But outing with Tracy&Mel was cancelled . Hope next time would have a chance again . Then the last day before school starts, went shopping with my babe SQ . Spent ALOT of moneh even though lika didnt buy much laa . But still was naise ~

PS .

Havin' mixed up feelings right naw . Cringed at the word "ex" today when you said it . Have absolutely no idea what you take me for . I guess you could say im your biatch but not your lover . Imma fool .

Coolios & Fate

I hope you dont fall for me .

28th Sept 2010 : My girl LimYing's Birthday !

Even though there wasnt a big "celebratoral" but i hoped LY had fun cause i had fun ! Town-ed and manicure-d ! (: A first M18 movie for our big girl was 'Orphan' which we watched in chamber . Camwhore-d with the girls - LY and Rebecca - after the movie . Took a hell load of pictures ! Wanna apologise to LY for not getting her a gift cause i was at a financial crisis myself . Lol . But at least we got her a cake ! Cheese camp ! Had no clue why the cake's called cheese camp but what the heck , at least it was naise ! ;DD Picture after picture were taken then it was time for LY and R to head home . R had to take a cab since there's no bus already . Two guys said "Bye Bye" to her as she head into the cab and i think she finds the tall-io kinda handsome . Hahaha ! Took peektures with LY as we waited for her bus and we realised the 2 guys were looking at us camwhore-d only today ! LOL ! The 3 of them later took the same bus and also LY even got a free cab ride home . Haha ! What an epic moment of the night .

I went to find YW afterwards at cuppage . There were BY JG and Jer too . Then all of us went for k-session till dawn again . Haha ! Had fun nonetheless but i was really tired . Lol .

29th Sept 2010 :

Planned to stay home but after a call from YW complaining he was bored out of his wits , i was out of the house at midnight . Thumbs up for me man . Haha . Initial plan was to chill at boat quay but in the end we headed for clark quey along with S and J . Due to "someone" wearing slippers , we decided to go to yello jello since there doesnt have an attire requirement . And i think somehow fate wanted me to go there . LOL ! The 'tallio' and the friend was lika working there laa ! The 'tallio'/LinLe came to check my IC but i didnt recog him ! Then his friend/Kevin texted me saying i never said hi or etc to him . And i was stunned ! Haha . Headed to the bar then to chat awhile with him . Texted LY immediately afterwards to tell her of this fated encounter . Lol . Then YW send me home and we chilled at cck for a lil while . Once again i had fun . (:

P.S.

It's amazing how fast everything changes . A while ago we were so busy falling in love . And a while later you're so busy falling out of love . And im so busy trying hard to do the same .